Happy New Year everyone! I am away traveling so I will resume my Blog in a regular manner upon my return. I wish you each love, success and prosperity in your life. Our lives are so short and fleeting please make the most of it. If you find love do all you can to keep it close to you. If you find your soul mate never let go. Love that person as best you can. True love of family, friends and love of heart is so brief. I wish for you an amazing year filled of wonder and awe ... And if you are lucky enough the grace of God or your higher power will touch your heart .. and move your life in a positive direction .. See it, feel it and enjoy it! Happy New Year all and may the grace of God guide you into the new year..Bisous mon ami

He called today to wish me a Merry Christmas .. The moment I heard his voice I began to perspire, my hands anyway. My mind went to all the warm and fuzzy places the holidays takes it to. Why when two people were so perfect for one another did it crash and burn? The links of life are so strong, so why is it so easily broken? Am I the only one left on this planet that still believes in love, fidelity and integrity? And thought Julia Childs was amazing? I can't tell you how many times I have watched that movie.People just can't be so egotistical and selfish in life, or are they? You give them unconditional love and you are made to look needy, what a stupid thought that is! You know exactly what you are doing for this person as you give of yourself so how can that be broken down to be needy? Most men would not know love if it came and sit down on their laps, they would probably ask, "What'd you want?" It's been eight months so why can't I forget. I go about my life as normal, but the moment I hear from here I go back to before we broke up. Geez I need some wine.

When we love we forget how brief life is. It makes use feel as if the feeling will last forever. For some it does, however for most in our day and age it does not. Love is more fleeting than life. I believed him and my heart sat on each word off his beautiful lips. It scares me that people can lie so easily in the name of love. Each time a heart breaks so does the spirit. Once you break the spirit in a life, the light in their eyes dims as well. And people ask, "Where is love?" Love is something we must care for and nurture always, the same as our bodies.

Bonjour my lovelies. My travels have kept me busy and off my Blog. I do apologize, however business takes so much time from real life. I have not been happy with the way my Blog has begun, therefore I have spent time with my Editor and mentors. So if you can just hang in there with me I will have it all back on track this week.Thanksgiving is upon us and all of us will be very busy with our socializing and families. So on that note I will wish you each a marvelous holiday and take time to feel grateful. After all, our time here is so short we must make the best of it!
Happy Thanksgiving!! Bisous

Out of town

Please accept my apologies for not blogging. I am currently out of the country. Be home soon..

It is raining and cool and a sudden chill runs over my body. Why can't I shake this ill feeling I have? Something just didn't feel right tonight. Things seems to be going well, so why am I feeling so pessimistic? Why can't just once in my life can I be happy and have things feel good? Okay inner feeling I will exam things further tomorrow. Right now I want to enjoy my wine and a warm bath. Oops I almost forgot to light the candles. I have the strangest dream last night, what could it mean ..

Ripples

When did things change and feelings become uneasy? How does life become so idyllic and move to possible deception so quickly. We met in an usual manner, this I know, however it all seemed so meshed in our thoughts and mannerisms. We became so close and trusting over time. I was so careful for I had been warned so much about Internet dating. Yes I said, "Internet Dating" .. the world of lies, scams, spyware and malaware. Gotta love it right, well I do understand all your worries, but I am good at being careful and choosing carefully. I will never let anything stupid like that happen to me, no matter what all say. I am smart and careful at all times. Eric is good and honest man and we have been talking for over one year, writing, emailing, sending packages and phone calls. He is a good Christian man with children. Hard working and supporting his family as well as his Mom. I am fine ...