He called today to wish me a Merry Christmas .. The moment I heard his voice I began to perspire, my hands anyway. My mind went to all the warm and fuzzy places the holidays takes it to. Why when two people were so perfect for one another did it crash and burn? The links of life are so strong, so why is it so easily broken? Am I the only one left on this planet that still believes in love, fidelity and integrity? And thought Julia Childs was amazing? I can't tell you how many times I have watched that movie.People just can't be so egotistical and selfish in life, or are they? You give them unconditional love and you are made to look needy, what a stupid thought that is! You know exactly what you are doing for this person as you give of yourself so how can that be broken down to be needy? Most men would not know love if it came and sit down on their laps, they would probably ask, "What'd you want?" It's been eight months so why can't I forget. I go about my life as normal, but the moment I hear from here I go back to before we broke up. Geez I need some wine.