Friday, February 21, 2014

Yet another heart surgery

As if life was not tough enough, this unmerciful infection invades his heart once again. My Lord can't you give him a reprieve long enough to heal.... Can I even remember normalcy in my life .. I have watched my young son waste away to a bare essentials of a young man, sixty pounds later. He was once a muscle bound Football player with the heart of a Lion and now I see glimpses of that once fierce leader. He has been over taken by this rare blood infection and it has compromised his whole body and our lives. I have to argue with him to to take a bite of food, he says, "I have no desire mom" .. my son who thrives on red meat and potato's? Could it have drained him oh his need for survival...Oh my God please no I just couldn't take anymore. I feel as of I have aged a million years, being thrown into the world of fast foods, sleep deprivation caused from sleeping in chairs and cold hospital rooms. This is a smart yet evil infection this time when it attacked his heart it came back as another infection, not even the same one...It now masks itself into another organism. Because of it's rarity they already do not know how to fight it they just hit it with every antibiotic they have and the doctors research on the Internet. How do you kill an enemy you can't see...