It is raining and cool and a sudden chill runs over my body. Why can't I shake this ill feeling I have? Something just didn't feel right tonight. Things seems to be going well, so why am I feeling so pessimistic? Why can't just once in my life can I be happy and have things feel good? Okay inner feeling I will exam things further tomorrow. Right now I want to enjoy my wine and a warm bath. Oops I almost forgot to light the candles. I have the strangest dream last night, what could it mean ..