A real person ..

A friend of the male persuasion suggested I write as if I was speaking to a real person, well I thought I was .. Could it be that when I write from my heart and the depth of my soul no one understands or hears me? Maybe we live in such a world that people do not always speak truthfully or honestly about their feelings .. Well I do and it is whom I am ... Life can be jaded if we let it ... I try not to ... I started this Blog to introduce my book about a journey of two people one lonely and one I suppose in the end; just out to get what they could. A lot like real life as I have seen but there are some twist along the way ... So settle in and journey with me and lets see what unfolds .. Sweet dreams!

Bonjour my Dahlings .. I apologize for my absence it has been a stressful year .. however my love for writing exceeds my loss of love in life .. I do hope life has been good to you and that your hearts are grateful .. For me I vow to return to my daily Blog and I hope some of you will return to me, for you are loved by me .. I wish you each a marvelous week .. see you soon .. and yes, a lot of stories of my love .. or should I say former love ..

Bonjour my loves, I was going to write something on the book, however this has been a horrendous week for the world .. So I will just say do not lose hope and keep the faith.

Bonsoir my lovelies, have you ever wondered how someone can tell you they love you and then nothing more I mean no phones calls or mails but you are suppose to know they love you. I believe the eye sees love before the heart feels it; then your mind accepts it. I do believe actions speaks louder than words but all the while your mind is trying to get you to accept only what you hear as truth. Then you get that little sick feeling in the pit of your stomach that tells you, you are wrong. But you so want to believe what your heart feels even though it is lying to you, because you are unwilling to accept the reality of it all. Closing your eyes to reality is much more pleasant then possibly accepting the person who says they love you has put contentions on that love. Unknown to you, for your heart is so full of love that it is not feeling the truth of this love ..

Bonsoir everyone. Coming back soon, family emergency keeping my time. All will soon calm down and I will return to my Blog. Thank you for waiting. See you in the near future. Alexi

I am sorry everyone life has been hectic yet full for me. I have been spending much time writing and on my Twitter. I will resume my Blog very soon, how do people write a book, do their Blogs and keep up with Twitter and then there is "real" life as we know it. Sweet dreams see you soon ..

Trying to get published is a lot of work. That is how I met Eric doing my research. I was stand offish and all business while he was trying to break the ice. There was a good reason for my behavior afterall it was the internet. You see I had to do a lot of research for my book which involved "pretending" to be a broken hearted woman. It was like